You know, actually...this makes sense. Because I got the feel off her early on that she was somewhat desperate for attention/accolades. She kept coming up with new things to do for the SPN fandom, which is great. But she never seemed to get much feedback (at least publicly). And then she'd be on to yet another angle. *shrugs* At the time, I just figured she was like everyone else...trying to find her niche. But it was always clear that she wanted to be seen as a Fandom Resource.